Sunday, May 3, 2009
sala naq
wala q kasabot sa aq na'feel. i'l admit, dugay na jud q ga'huna huna nah bulagan nah xa pro mahadlok q masakitan xa. so, i just keep on doing my thing. nkadugay mi, ngkalayo q nya. mao nah amu pirme awayan. pirme q wala'y tym sa iya. dghan nah kau q ug sala nya. maybe i deserved this. well maybe "deserve" is not the right word to use. i do not deserve this because its what i want to happen ever since he's been so protective. he just changed man gud. mas agresibo, over-protective, seryoso nah kaau. that made our relationship boring. that pushed me away from him. wala'y adlaw nah dli q masuq niya. i seldom think of ending our relationship. and by saying seldom i actually mean everyday except the day he cried. that stopped me. because of that incident, i always consider his feelings. na'realize naq i've never stood up for him. kung xa pa'storyahon, para naq balewala ra daw tnan iyang gpangbuhat para naq. well, part of it is true though. nakonxenxa pud bya q. wa jud qy nabuhat para nya. atleast man lang mka one fourth q sa iyang effort. wala jud. dghan au q ug excuses everytime nahan xa magkita me. cguro nakonxenxa lang q that's y im hurt. hay ambot. wa pud jud q kblo unsa. wa jud q idea. dghan man pud malipay sa nahitabo. first and foremost is iyang former girlfriend and second is his sister.
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