i don't know what went into her mind that made her posed a silly joke on us.
a joke which made everything around me complicated.
a joke which made me an untrustworthy person in front of my parents.
and because of that silly joke i lied to my parents.
we spent hours outside the cold night looking for nothing except disappointment and anger.
my worried face turned into an irritated one.
my cold hands were now burning with great resentment.
i don't know why she calls us her friends when

she doesn't even know how to consider our feelings.