FRIENDS...
do you think your friends are real ones? well? i don't think so.. sometimes it crosses into my mind why i call them my friends and why they call me the same..
it is starting to get into my nerves that the reason why they call me a friend is because they NEED me, and not for the value of friendship and the essence of being friends..
i feel important whenever they NEED me to do something for them..
during those times i am very well treated..
and after doing things such i am treated back as to my
being dumped and useless self..
i didn't even hear the words THANK YOU from them..
they are good actors and actresses, making you feel that they really care about you, but the truth is they just do it so that others can see that they are the best fabric of friends there is in the world..
how AWFUL isn't?
YET,
i still call and consider them as my friends..
YET,
i want to be with their company..
YET,
i don't want any of them to be angry with me..
YET,
i don't want them to be annoyed by my presence..
YET,
i still miss them..
YET,
i still LOVE them
even though they don't feel and show the same..
i el-oW-vEe-E theONE=(..
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